Sunday, January 4, 2009

A better day...

So today was a better day. Last night's injections weren't as bad as the first night, but I have started to bruise and am feeling a little sore. I'm not so worried about tonight's injections. I get so mad for letting myself get so down. I know that others have it far worse than I do. In fact, there is so much I feel grateful for. I am going to try to concentrate on that, even though it's hard!

After my morning routine, James and I started our day off with church. It was exactly what I needed to wake up from my pity party! I prayed a lot and thought about my Gram. Even though we mourned the loss of "her" for so long, I was not prepared for the emptiness that comes along with losing someone so close to you. I do know she is in a better place but that does not keep me from missing her deeply. She's been in my dreams a lot lately. She comes to me as the Gram I knew for so long, strong and sharp. I love those dreams. My cousin reminded me that I have a special angel looking out for me and she is right!

I ended up doing zero work yesterday but am happy to report that I've planned for one of my two preps through the end of the quarter (January 23). I am about to spend some time on the second prep. My plan is to get to bed early tonight (by 10) so that I can be first in line for my appointment tomorrow. Having said that, I can procrastinate no longer. Hopefully I'll be back tomorrow with fabulous follicle news! Until next time...

2 comments:

  1. What a great idea! I know in my heart that I will have a new niece or nephew or even both or 2 of the same by the end of this year.

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  2. Thanks! I certainly hope so because you are going to be their # 1 ant! = ) (I spelled it like that on purpose!)

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